dreams

journaling,interpreting,digesting

I've decided to write down my dreams, mine/other's interpretations of them and how they ended up relating to the awake world

3 Dreams, all about trains 27/8/24

I first dreamt that Makki and I had been to Ribe, and were going home (I don't remember where we lived), my mom had offered to drive us to Bramming, but once we were in the car, she didn't know if she wanted to anyway. Suddenly, she had drove us all the way to Aarhus, and she was driving through the station, which in this dream was one long platform with stairs going up and down. She obviously wasn't supposed to drive there, but no one got hurt. We got dropped of, and the cheapest train we could catch was a old school train for 5 kr that for some reason drove all the way to where we were going.
Again Ribe is in my dream. I don't know if I miss it subconsciously? Other than that I don't really understand the meaning. Maybe something about rejecting modern technology with the old train?
In my next dream, i was sitting in an Arriva/GoCollective train. I was talking to my school mentor/helper (who wasn't Thea), and she was talking about how similar and kind me and Herman (from my class, who was also sitting in the train) were. After we talked, I sat with Herman for a bit, to talk with him. We ended up talking for a while about cracking our knuckles, and shared different techniques. I then went to sit with three other, who felt like they were my best friends in dream. One of them (I can't remember who she was, but she was an asian girl), was getting of soon, so we all hugged her really tightly, and it kinda felt like a sort of long-term goodbye. After she had gone, me and the two others (who I can't remember who were, other than one of them being a girl with short hair) sat on a single row of seats that were on the outside of the train. The train began driving again, and we were having much fun.
Maybe I should talk to Herman more? Maybe the asian girl represents Kira. They have been sort of distant lately. I really can't remember who the two others were, but I feel like it would be significant. Also the Arriva train is again very Ribe-centric.
In the final dream, I was in a huge hall in school where different individuals or groups assigned by the school had to present something for everyone else. Makki had to leave halfway, and just after she left, I was called to do something with like 4-5 other people (the only one I can remember of them is William). We all stood on a line, William sitting down, and no one was doing or saying anything. William had previously tried to be funny by taking someone's beanie, so i took a bunch of plastic beads I had, and began throwing them on his head sauing "Make a beanie out of this!". I also began throwing the beads at the other from my group and at the audience. No one really reacted, so when I ran out of beads, I took two large plastic cups from the floor, and rubbed them against eachother asmr-style, and did asmr to different memebers of the audience. First two boys who were around 4 years under me in public school, and then an older girl who looked really nice, and she really enjoyed the sound of the cups.
I don't really like William, so maybe that was why I threw beads at him. Maybe the performance part of the whole thing were I was the only one doing anything has something to do with a subconscious feeling of wanting to be creative, but not being surrounded by other creative people in my everyday other than Makki, who had to go in the dream.
I love you - Pibi (27/8/24)

2 Dreams, one about fighting, one about ML 24/8/24

I had two dreams this night. In the first, I was in a large house furnished like it was the 50s/60s, I was part of a medieval army, and we were all barricaded in this house. We had fended off another army a few times, but we were now barricaded in the house, and we knew they would come back stronger to kill us. It wasn't as panicky as you'd expect, but people were very nervous. After some time, a priestly figure came storming through the entrance, saying that our goddess couldn't save us, but she would grant us a swift, painless death in 30 seconds. We all then rushed to say goodbye to eachother, and many people arranged themselves in positions that would be funny when our corpses were found. I went upstairs and sat cross-legged in a bed, while three of my in-dream best friends (who looked a bit like Merry, Pippin and Sam) sat on a bench in the side of the room. The 30 seconds passed, but I can't recall what happened then. Whether we died or not.
I don't know what this dream means.
In the second, I was in a church with the current TværGK'ers. Both me and Makki were there. It seemed like we were on a sort of trip, and i was standing alone with ML in the corner of the church, where there was a large press for printing on fabric. We were trying to get a piece of fabric inside the press (resembling the blanket in my bed), when ML started to wrap herself in it, she turned quiet and began to cry. I asked her what was wrong and we hugged, but she stopped herself when she was about to tell me, and instead turned kind of angry. She said that she couldn't talk with me about it, how it would be inappropriate (me being her "student"), and she asked me to leave. I left her alone, and later me, Makki and Zoe (probably with others too) were sitting outside in a ditch resembeling the one at Vittenbergskolen (my primary school). We saw ML walking by on the road next to us, and she was reading a book i had brought with me in my bag for the trip. I brought it up to the others, and Zoe talked about how ML had been going through some of the students bags, theirs included, and read in their diaries. I had a feeling of knowing ML had read mine to. The dream ended with a sort of vision of seeing her putting checks next to me and Makki's names, and x'es next to the other applicants for this year of TværGK.
I don't know the significance of most of the things happening in the dream, but it's been on my mind a lot whether or not we'll be accepted for this year of TværGK, so the end goes in with that. The hug was kinda similar to the hug I had with Jonas, but ML's reaction was of course completely different. Maybe a sign that she is an adult in my life that is supporting and whom I trust. The church could have something to do with me regaining my religion, and feeling that it is a source of inspiration (TværGK=art in general). I don't know about the fabric press or Vittenberg. Maybe beacuse I'm missing Ribe since my parents moved?
I love you - Pibi (26/8/24)